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Can I ask you a question Little One? by NollaEnkeli, literature

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Can I ask you a question Little One?

Can you hear me? Hello? Little One, inside of me, floating in your own world. I need to know, are you afraid? Are you as scared as I am of the future to come or are you completely unaware as of yet? I know soon you will be able to hear the outside world and shortly after your memories will begin. Will you cower in your safe bubble when you hear every negative doubt spouting out of the mouths around you or will you help boost my confidence to hold you with pride? Little One, do you trust me?

Dearest fetus by NollaEnkeli, literature

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Dearest fetus

Dearest fetus, where to even begin? I am your vessel, your protection against the outside world.. I am unsure if I am strong enough for this task.. Can I keep you safe from those out to hurt you? Should I even try? I know that I am not ready, but in the end who is prepared for parenthood? How do I explain to you that my instintual movement was the dialing of an abortion clinic when the two pink lines appeared on that piss filled dip stick? How am I supposed to tell you that I love you when it's barely settled in that you are real.. I haven't had much time to think about you, about us, about our future.. with everything that has been happe

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I am Desa Merila and this is my manifesto. I have changed, I am changing, and I will change. I swear to live my way unaffected by opinions surrounding me. I pledge to discover my significance, my influence, and my purpose. I vow to protect that of which is most dear to me until the day that I die. I am Idiosyncratic, contradicting, centralized, and ready for the shit to hit the fan. The past haunts my mind, the present mars my emotions, and the future holds promise for me.

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About NollaEnkeli

Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Apr 13, 1993
United States
Deviant for 11 years
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I am a small town poet with a passion for sketching and day dreaming

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Banksy

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Hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy

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MxPx

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Fahrenheit 451

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Ray Bradbury

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mine craft

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broken pencil and a notebook

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Sep 29, 2014

I made a thing! a living thing!

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on Monday the 22nd @ 7:20pm I was run over and dragged 600ft by a semi truck who failed to see my mother's 2005 Nissan sentra, completely totaling it. I was placed in a neck brace and onto a back board, driven to Hudson emergency covered in safety glass. Due to the severity of the incident and my pregnancy I was placed on a 24 hour watch hold. At 6:10pm Tuesday the 23rd my obgyn Morgan Barnum determined my contractions and dilation had progressed too far due to the trauma and I was admitted again as a labor patient. At 10pm the on call doctor and nurses believe my cervix dilation had actually decreased back to 1.5 cm instead of the 3 cm Barnu

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Jan 9, 2014

calling all artists!

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hey guys, so I'm trying to come up with a good present to gift my man on our one year in roughly two months. he thinks i'll be really lame and fail. says its "the man's job to come up with the good present" and to that I say "fuck you" anyways... I was thinking maybe gather some artists and get a couple drawings done of us in various scenes throughout our year's adventures, depicted as the artist sees fit with their style.

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Nov 21, 2013

Cyber bullying

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I am doing a research paper on Cyber bullying and instead of doing the demanded generic interview i thought maybe a consensus of compiled answers would be more interesting to see Do you believe that cyber bullying is a serious concern that needs to be addressed? If so, why do you believe that cyber bullying has become so prevalent in modern soicety? Do you have any personal experiences with cyber bullying? If so, how did the experiences effect you? In your opinion which is more damaging: phyical violence or emotional and mental abuse? Who do you think uses the internet as a tool of bullying the most? (such as, girls or boys, introverts, etc)

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JoshuaNel

Sep 25, 2014

Hi Nolla, remember me? The guy who held a 9999 kiriban contest over a year ago and decided to only finish the first prize painting today. Yep, that's me. Heres the link to the painting, and I popped you a note with some more stuffs and infos. fav.me/d80gvoe

Sep 29, 2014

LOL. hi.. i totally forgot about that

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Jun 16, 2013

you have been hugged by me~!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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Emocupcake2001

thank you for the fav

You are welcome! The image is very thoughtful, but the scars do not mean the war is lost simply a battle for the wearer is still breathing.

Emocupcake2001

wow didnt think of it that way